Silverblood53

So, I haven't been here for a hot second. However, this quarantine has gotten me back into drawing/painting, so I'll share some new things soon. I've also taken up a new creative hobby in historical costume making! Pictures to come when things are completed. Also, given that I have had this same account for FOURTEEN YEARS I am going to go ahead and delete a lot of the evidence that I was ever a teenager. Cheers!

Hey ho hey. Life, the universe, and everything. I honestly haven't completed an art project since the painting mentioned in my last journal. News? I live alone for the first time. I'm still depressed and anxious. I'm getting better after having gotten worse. I made some friends. I met a guy who is great. We're eight months in. I'm every bit as crazy as I used to be. I've been thinking about floating above the ground and drifting off to nowhere. Not in a sad way, in a peaceful way, it puts me at ease. Drift up to the icy layers of the sky and dissipate. It sounds kind. END TRANS

This is me being entirely irresponsible and not working on the twelve or so sections of calculus I have to master by Wednesday if I have any hopes of passing. I haven't done well this semester. Crippling depression can make it very difficult to not sleep through classes, even if they are at 2 in the afternoon. I guess I honestly don't give a fuck anymore. I'm leaning more towards a history based major anyway. I should take German back up too, before I get too rusty. I can't wait to be able to paint again. I'm going to make a painting of my cousin and his fiance as a wedding present to them. I'm in therapy again. I'm also going to go and